Cam and I met in a club.

That's the kind of thing he wants me to write about.  He won't mind so much being in the story if it's my story I'm writing.

Cam and I met in a club.

He wants me to go back to that and then back more.  Make my story whole.

I can barely talk about just that one night, and that was the night I was technically safe and started being safer.  Found a home and didn't have to be cold any more because:

Cam and I --

I'm not writing about it now.  It's giving me a headache and I've had enough of those.